Answer lies within!

Life is Strange!

Sometimes what I think of, I get it instantly. Sometimes I dream of, the results are there in front of me quickly the very next morning.

For example very recently, I just thought of a childhood friend and to my surprise when I got up in the evening I received her FB Friend Request. Sometimes I think about my family members and very moment I receive a telephone call from them. Sometimes I don’t find stuffs and I pray and the said thing appears in front of me?

Is it just a coincidence or there is some other force at play?

Having read a very few good books and with so many coincidences, I believe that there is indeed a special force. Some call it God,  some call it universe and some the nature.

The moment when I start believing that there is some other force at play, I question why it does not work at each and every moment? Why it does not work when I need that force to work for me desperately? Why the force does not work instantly? What is missing when I just thought of a childhood friend and when I desperately want something? Does that force work according to me or does that force has its own plan? Does that force chose what’s good and what’s bad for me? Why such force takes so much time for one wish and gives a result instantly on the other hand or does not give result at all?

Today I have no answer to my queries but I know that the answer to the same lies within me. Yes within me and I believe it now.

I am unable to delve inside me. I don’t have a proper guidance.  I don’t have a coach or a teacher today.

But before that I need to ask myself, whether I am prepared for that? Whether I am committed to my cause? Whether I am disciplined?

I am still a confused soul and would like to start my journey inside!